Meagan

so much love

Hats need a beat, like awake needs asleep
Like a pen needs a page, to re-write you need a mistake


Oh, yeah

Hearts need a mind, like a clock needs the time
Like white needs black, if you leave I hope you need to come back

Oh, i swear, i know, i believe it
Oh, i can’t stop hearing all the singing
Oh, my soul has never had this feeling
and it feels like gold

You got so much love in you
You got so much love in you
I’m amazed that I’m talkin’ to you
You look like the songs that I’ve heard my whole life coming true

Strike all the bells, hit ‘em hard make ‘em all yell
Celebrate that you made, lock us up yeah incarcerate oh!

Oh, i swear, i know, i believe it
Oh, i can’t stop hearing all the singing
Oh, my soul has never had this feeling
and it feels like so, so

So much love in you
You got so much love in you
I’m amazed that I’[m talkin’ to you
You look like the songs that I’ve heard my whole life coming true

You got so much love in you
You got so much love in you
I’m amazed that I’m talkin’ to you
You look like the songs oh, oh, oh, oh

Yeah, oh, c’mon, yeah..

ahh…..

You got so much love in you
You got so much love in you
I’m amazed that I’m talkin’ to you
You look like the songs that I’ve heard my whole life coming true 

X 3


You got so much love in you
You got so much love in you
I’m amazed that I’m talkin’ to you
You look like the songs oh, oh, oh, oh

spring break.

it’s been a pretty boring week but last night was a lot of fun. zach and i went to lemonister and met up with erika and sarah. we hung out at the mall for a while, but it wasn’t tht great. so we went to eri’s house nd made smores over her fiahhhpitt. and i got marshmellow in my hair ;[ oh and ERIKA’S GOT WOOD ;) anyways the wind was fierceee but it was still pretty great. and we like destroyed erika’s firepit sticks and caught them on fire. then it got really cold so we went inside nd watched the happening. it wasn’t very scary whatsoever but i like the guy tht got runover by a lawnmower. yeah and then zach and i had to leave. but we decided tht we’re having a huge party/sleepover at erika’s a couple times this summer. i’m pumped.

oh the things i wish…

for some reason a lot of people think that i’m quiet and shy, but really i’m quite loud and outgoing. i can’t always say what’s on my mind which is why i might come off this way. i don’t say what’s on my mind, but this isn’t because of a fear of how people will judge me. it’s true i’m insecure, as is everyone else, but i don’t hold back my thoughts because i’m scared of what people will think of me. i hold them back because what i say never sounds right coming out of my mouth. it looks fine on paper. it looks fine in a text. it looks fine on the computer. saying it in the open though is truly hard for me. maybe its because you can see the reactions people make when you’re talking directly to them. like its easier to break bad news through a text or over the internet than to confront someone in person and tell them. i want to tell people what goes through my head though. i want people to understand how i think. unfortunatly i usually bail out, and my thoughts get pushed to the back of my mind. i’m afraid of the effects of this though. i don’t say the things i’d like to, so i’m afraid that people can’t see who i really am. i hope that people can see right through me. that people can tell there’s more than meets the eye. that there’s more than what i say. that there’s more than what i do. i’m sure most people can’t though, and that frightens me more than anything.